on the way back Friday, November 27, 2009
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its a good six hours. URGHHHH. Good MORNING everyone.
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6:40 AM
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WHAT better way to kick start my hols than this!
taking a stroll down the upper east side :) i've been yearning to watch since it started airing in the middle of my semester.
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12:56 AM
on the way back Thursday, November 26, 2009
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a prayer-full life doesnt necessarily makes me full of faith, but nonetheless i am chosing to believe that God hears and remains faithful to me. I ask myself if i pray out of fear or faith, i believe its the latter. It hasnt been an easy semester or examination period but i have lifted it up whole heartedly because by my strength, id have crumbled from pessimism and the stress that is holding me down.
I am convinced that when i do my best, God does the rest . Having said this, i will step into the hall believing that this is my best.
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1:19 AM
on the way back Wednesday, November 25, 2009
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you know u're more or less screwed when u try all means to present all kinds of workings to aim for method marks rather than answering the question and u realize u have only answered lesser than half of the questions at the end.
And then how u stare at an essay question and try to fill up the pages with whatever that comes to ur mind because u just dont know what to write. worse still, its not because i didnt study adequately, its because i momentarily forgot.
what can i say? i cant say a 2 hours paper is the lousiest method of judging a person's intelligence.
im feeling so lousy now but its ok because keeping a positive mindset despite tough times builds me. and i ve got a bio paper to worry about for tomorrow.
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7:49 PM
on the way back Monday, November 23, 2009
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ok maybe its my own fault that i made the issue so politicized . But thanks for ur concerns and i am trying to solve it. But i think i dont need any harsh comments or anyone to judge this whole issue. Thank you.
Motivations to study. Good bye people
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4:21 PM
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imbalance as product of life.
How much u desire someone and the feeling of reciprocity, how much u aim for and the end result. Do things always tally for u?
Im as tired as a bull who has just worked on the fields. I want to finish studying half the syllabus but am absorbing too slowly. Imbalance at its work again. Grrrr.
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12:06 AM
on the way back Sunday, November 22, 2009
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at the rate im going, im gonna spend almost 70 hours or more just revising for math, which is BTW, a 2hour paper. after this 70 hours, im not even sure if i can secure a C. C, not even B. this is my capacity.
change. again.
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5:49 PM
on the way back Friday, November 20, 2009
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theres a dull ache inside of me. that must be the reason i cant fall asleep.
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3:57 AM
on the way back Thursday, November 19, 2009
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after 3 good hours of non stop doing, with the solutions next to me, i still cant complete the math paper when the proper duration is only 2 hrs. Oh no. This makes me feel lousy.
I really want to have a cadbury boost now. Its a bad craving which i think is about the only comfort food that can uplift my spirits now.
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6:55 PM
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rainy days always symbolizes slowth and snuggling contentedly at home without much cares. but when its exams, this law of nature doesnt apply. also, when you are caught in a rain and everything just becomes a slur where you just want to rush to get things done and go home, the weather becomes a hindrance. which was what happened.
i mean, time slots were given to us to be in school at 11-1 or 1-3 at designated locations. seriously, to go back to school just to collect one assignment already makes the travelling and time wasting very ridiculous, esp during exam periods. and what makes things worse, you get there, you shuffle between the 2 offices cause neither lecturers are around and the offices arent exactly anywhere near. and after a good 40 minutes of waiting and doing nothing, they appear and happily said they were at lunch. SERIOUSLY, TELL US IN ADVANCE NOT TO COME BETWEEN 1 TO 2 THEN? whats the purpose of giving us alternative time slots when you dont stagger your lunches! and thanks to the waiting, i got caught in the rain and a massive jam. and on my way home, i realized i couldnt really decipher the comments.
and here i am wasting 10 more mins blogging. exams makes me unreasonable :(
whatttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt the poot.
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2:22 PM
