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i guess in life there is only so many times we can screw up. and i have probably screwed up in everything that could have gone wrong. studies, relationships, family, how i handled things. the silver lining here is we can probably start anew. its free anyway. the only setback is we'll probably feel unhappy, regret, hurt. close this chapter so that a new one can begin. im determined to start life afresh, at 20. everything that belongs to the history book, doesnt matter anymore. people come and people go. no one is indispensable, people are easily replaceable. make your decision carefully and choose your friends wisely. if someone is only willing to invest so much in me, i guess i will not waste my time then.




those things i said abt ur parents, im sorry i blabbered without considering your thoughts at all. i was selfish. i tried very hard to love them, but i guess it wasnt good enough. but it doesnt matter anymore, right? even if u think the ugliest of me right now, i'll deal with it gracefully and wont get affected alrd.

nothing changes, okay? the only thing which changes is people and how they choose to think/ act. for you, u decided u had enough hanging out with me and i have nothing to say about it..


so. goodnight world, goodnight blog. im flying off on a jet plane to a happier land the next couple of days :)

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