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sometimes i think FB is a public declaration of anything and everythings. gossips, news and everything starts here. i dont even have to flip the straits times anymore. yes, and like what everyone is talking about, michael jackson is dead. pity.

and sometimes so are blogs sources of news , be it entertainment or whatsoever.

that aside. i just feel jaded. maybe not tired but very unhappy. and it saddens me because any sane person wouldnt behave how i would. i think ive really thrown all out in handling this issue. my pride especially. who in the right frame of mind would go and beg for attention from someone as though u r a attention deficit beggar? i did. and no i didnt enjoy it at all but i feel so desperate alrd. i have never in my whole life asked for things the way im asking for now. i have never even gone close to asking for such favours from people because i would rather depend on myself than worry abt how ppl think of me. but this time round it seems like im not affected anymore. i wouldnt even care if ppl think im trying too hard or looking foolish. jealousy is the only right response when you feel threatened in your love. whenever i got jealous of other ppl who got too close to my friend(s) or ppl who mattered to me, i kept quiet and stayed unhappy and allowed these people a chance to walk out of my life. but i cant have that happen anymore. i cant allow for such chances because it makes me very sad.

I AM A POSSESSIVE AND JEALOUS GIRL. JEALOUSY IS NOT A SIN, AS WAS REAFFIRMED BY PK. I HAVE EVERY RIGHTS TO BE JEALOUS EVEN FOR A FRIEND.

homed
11:59 AM

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