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whilst chatting to waikit, the questions loomed into my head again.


why have i become so skeptical about people and their characters?
when did that wall start to form around my heart?
where's all the trust i had in the past for people?


sometimes it gets so tiring to put up these fronts to people and im really really sick of trying.

i see so much that has to be done but it gets too tiring and u just dont feel like doing anything alrd. it feels like.. a social gathering.

i distanced myself from them when my life was only revolved around one thing in the past. now i dont want to force myself upon them just because i lost support from previous friends. and now its neither here nor there.

why cant we just talk properly huh why must push me away huh im going insane suppressing everything eh gosh. so many stories i have to share with u but i push these urges away.

homed
11:44 AM

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